The anxiety is a flutterin' this morning. Doin' my best to fight it, as I am on my own this week. Ain't got time for a breakdown, when the hubbs ain't home to help. lol

I think it's going to be a Jello and popsicles while I lay in bed and watch TV, day. #Anxiety

I keep wanting to go start a load of laundry...Then I remember the washer is dead. lol Why couldn't it have been the dryer? I have a clothes line, I could hang dry! lol *sigh*

New washer in 5 days....!

Man.....New washing machine wont be delivered until Saturday. My current one is NOT happy and is not wanting to wash clothes anymore. 🙃

It gets about 10mins into a load....then shuts off. Just....just do this one load please.....please?!?! Hnnnnggg.

@Christmas_Snow lolol We DO love sushi!! 😂

Had to buy a new washing machine. Again. Second one in like 5 or 6 years.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

@Christmas_Snow I pointed out how large they all were and he said "That's all we have." Okay...but would you cut them smaller? lol He'd of had to get the table saw out and all set up, and that just wasn't happening, so....2x4s it is.

*sigh*

I'll just find and buy something online, I guess......

I asked Husband to cut some "sticks" to be put into the window tracks, so they can't be opened.......

Every window now has a cut 2x4 in it's track........

I mean.....I guess it works.....*sigh*

My office smells like fish. Or wet cat food. You smell it when you first walk in, then after a minute or two, you can't smell it anymore, no matter where or how much you sniff. lol

I don't know what it is, and it's driving me insane. Hubbs helped sniff and he can't figure it out either.....

Guess I get to dismantle and clean the office tomorrow.

My BIL lost his GF and their baby earlier this week. We just found out this evening. An embolism that led to sepsis. I dont have all the details.

I'm absolutely heart broken for him, and her 3 daughters. This was going to be his first child......💔

Sure would be nice if I could get through a night without this anxiety dominating my brain.

My new Kindle showed up yesterday! It's so nice and big and shiny! lol

And, after a bit of a kerfluffle, I got the MAX app to work on it! (It quit working on my old Kindle)

Huzzah!

I can now have the dulcet tones of Sheldon Cooper lull me to sleep, each night, once again.

I also got a book about the Astors, written by The Silver Fox himself (Anderson Coooper lol)!

@cornered The people that slow down to merge. ARGH! Like, no, that is what the on ramp is for!!! So you can get UP TO highway speed!!!! You can't merge into 60mph traffic at 35mph!!!! lol

@GaryPoole Oh jeeze. All of them? lol They are all so cute!

I did it! I hate making phone calls. Lol

Now, I need to call DirecTV/ATT today to downgrade our service, since we hardly ever watch it anymore.

I hope it'll be easy, but I know they have to push you to NOT downgrade/cancel.

I did one of the things I needed to do, that has been causing some of my anxiety.

Ordered my son's graduation announcements.

*big sigh*

So now I just have his graduation and graduation party to get all stressed out over! lol

@JeSsA I buy shit like cereal and Hostess cakes, then my kids are like "Wtf did you buy 5 boxes of cereal and 4 boxes of Ding Dongs?!" All I can do is shrug. lol

@JeSsA This is me, with grocery shopping. The friggin apps and delivery make it waaaaay to easy for my stoner self to buy allllll the food. Lol

Proved those fuckers at Capital One right.

Bought myself a new Kindle and a bunch of nail polish.

I've had a stupid day, shopping makes it better. Till the bill comes. lol

@Leefford JFC, my dude.....Smh Just can't win with some people.....