I ALMOST fell for a Discord hacking scam, and I'm SO MAD at myself for it.

Ugh..

I'm not having the best day...lol

Yes, I know "that's why they do it".

It was a rhetorical question. :)

"NOOOOOOOOO!" is what I howled into the universe, as I checked my email and see that Capital One, once again, increased my credit limit.

Why do they do this to meeeeee?! I can't be trusted!!! I like to shop too much!! Hnnnnggggg. Fuckers. lol

Did I just pay an extra $20+ dollars for my groceries to be delivered?

Yes. Yes I did.

@ATXJane It's been BAD recently! I do not know why! Add in the back pain, and I've felt pretty useless this last week or two.

Thank you for the kind words, I really appreciate it. <3

I am thinkin that, once I get the kids to school, it'll be another rot in bed day.

The anxiety is winning. Ugh. #Anxiety

Nothing like a 3am panic attack to start the day!

I thank the universe, daily, for the man at the pot shop that suggested tinctures to me. They may not prevent my panic and anxiety attacks fully, but it does make them less frequent and bearable when they occur. I can FEEL it when it kicks in, if I'm having a tough time. It's just like, a blanket of calm comes over me, and settles the worst of it. It's not absent, but tolerable. #Anxiety

The area rug I ordered a month ago finally shipped! Hooray! It weighs 43lbs. The FedEx guys hate me, I know it. Lol

Taking the kids to the zoo today, since we are on Spring Break. Haven't been in awhile, as it's an hour drive each way, so it should be a good time!

I haven't driven on a freeway in who knows how long.....Cross your fingers for me! lol

Went kinda MIA this week, as I just haven't been feeling well, and one of my online communities actually noticed and inquired. That's never happened before. Feels kinda nice... :)

I need more romantic period dramas. I've watched all there is. lol The Gilded Age, Downton Abbey, Poldark, Sandition, Victoria, Bridgerton....etc

I've also re-watched all those many, many times. Guess ANOTHER re-watch is in order....

@Bliss I didn't vomit! Lol It went just fine and now I'm getting a big ole Subway sammich to celebrate. Thank you. 💗

@Bliss I appreciate the vote of confidence!

The anxiety has been coursing through my body for 3 days now and my usual coping mechanisms aren't really working. I know it will pass and I'll be just fine, but I just need to kinda...vent a little about it.

I have the kids Spring conferences today. Fingers crossed I get through them without vomiting. lol

Had a blood sugar episode yesterday, which triggered a panic attack, which caused tummy troubles, that made me struggle with eating all day, which then caused me to have another panic attack due to feeling awful, so then I only slept about 4 hours and am still feeling sick. Vicious freakin cycle, man.

@KazzyH We have, and LOVE, our pellet stove! We got it at Lowes, for about $1,200 I think. Installed it ourselves, but we were replacing an old one, so it was real simple! It even has WiFi and an app I use to turn it on/off.

Ours is really big, the hopper holds almost 3 40lb bags of pellets, which lasts us about 3 days of non-stop burning.

I bought a pair of Skechers Slip Ins a few weeks ago, and have already bought two more pair. lol

They are really comfy, and help my foot pain, so I have two pair for outside and one pair that are inside only.

Hubbs had to convince me to buy them. They are a little pricey and I felt guilty for spending so much on shoes for myself, but am glad I did it.

Hooray for happy feet! :D

All the flowering cherry trees in town are bloomin! Makes me happy. Spring has sprung! :D #PNW

@lifeinthePNW I enjoy watching cleaning videos from time to time, and my husband thinks I am nutty! lol It can be relaxing and satisfying to watch!

@AverageCitizen Mine have zero interest in getting their licenses! They've been through drivers ed, but still, no desire. So, I am still Ubering them, but I AM at the end of my rope with it, so hands will be forced soon.