I am commenting here, now because I suspect there are friends here who would *want* to read it but haven't seen it because of time zones and all that jazz. I'm not trying to gain traction or further sympathy.

Perhaps it might help others to speak out when they see "bouncy, happy, cheerful" Stuey having a hard time and talking about it.

I
AM
SAFE!

@stueytheround

i am sorry to hear that thinks are so dark for you right now.

sending you huge, hearty hugs. 💕

@stueytheround ach, man, I'm so sorry to see you suffering like this.

Is there anything we can do to help? Gofundme for a new bike maybe?

@stueytheround 💛🫂💛

@stueytheround i can only offer long distance hugs & a small assurance that you are a valuable part of my life now

@stueytheround I'm always here and around to talk. You are such an amazing dude that so many people look up to. Never hesitate to reach out, man. Your kindness has brought so many people joy, on here and elsewhere.

@stueytheround

Sounds like some good feelings to let out and get rid of.

I'm here thinking - Lucky Man, he has an Eleanor to cry to :)

Material things can and will be replaced.

That gofundme idea was a good one. People like you, and will want to help :)

@stueytheround I can't imagine how hard this is for you, and hard to share. I'm glad you did because many people here love you - I'm one - and will help if possible. Please do a gofund me or paypal so I can contribute. (((HUGS))) and love. Please remember Philippians 4:13.

@stueytheround Hugs. A very rough patch. Fortunately feelings are only temporary and don't require a permanent solution. Praying for you. 🙏

@stueytheround
CoSo has your back. Post a gofundme. 😀

@stueytheround

Hey Stuey, Hold up here a sec. Deep regular breaths. Sorry to hear about these sad developments. It would really suck for the world 9and CoSO!) to lose someone with your musical talents and sensitivity and heart. But let yourself sit with these feelings and let some time go by, I'm sure you'll see them in a different light. And things can change for the better just as quickly as they can for the worse. It's going to get better!

:( I'm so sorry, Stuf, I can't believe you lost your bike!!

Any chance yall can move? @stueytheround

@stueytheround 💙 hang in there (and I’m sorry things are so tough right now).

@stueytheround 🫂🧡

@stueytheround I am so sorry you're dealing with this. These are big feelings to bear, I'm glad you have Eleanor with you. 💜💜💜

@stueytheround We love you, boo.

We're here. Lean on us. Lean on Eleanor. Lean on your faith.

Sucky stuff doesn't last forever, everything is temporary; you can and will make it through this and be glad you did. Promise.

For now: one foot in front of the other. 💜

@stueytheround

Give yourself grace and time. You'll find a way forward, but it's OK to have dark feelings like this for a while. That you're asking for a reason to live, that you're talking to us now, says that this is a valley and not the end of the road.

Much love to you.

@stueytheround
I am so sorry 💧 but newp nope no -hell no.
Stuey you touch too many lives in a good way.
Your ripple touches all the way across the ocean.

If I could I would ship you one of my bikes. I know road therapy is healing.

Can we go fund you?

@stueytheround oh mate I so sorry for you. If you ever wanna chat or some to talk at just throw me a DM.
Just thinking would writing some thoughts out in a song help? Pour some emotion into a style of song/music you wouldn't normally write?

@stueytheround I'm sorry, wish I had words to help. That sense that I'm getting punished for trying to make progress haunts me and I've been after fixing it for years. Like all big problems it never goes away, but it’s hopefully more manageable next time it comes around after each time I deal with it. Spiral dynamics, a catholic scholar named Flo Dibblee taught me way back in another age. Handle things and they come back around easier, push and they return worse

@stueytheround hang tough mate!

@stueytheround ❤️

@stueytheround Those feelings are big and overwhelming. You are not alone as you face them. I'm here to listen and be with you through all of it.

You are loved and and a beautiful part of this world.

@stueytheround

Just seeing this. So so many hugs.