@stueytheround I'm sorry, wish I had words to help. That sense that I'm getting punished for trying to make progress haunts me and I've been after fixing it for years. Like all big problems it never goes away, but itβs hopefully more manageable next time it comes around after each time I deal with it. Spiral dynamics, a catholic scholar named Flo Dibblee taught me way back in another age. Handle things and they come back around easier, push and they return worse
