I have no idea why because no one said anything to me. I’d ask to hang out & there were always excuses or no return calls.
He was the one who cheated but still maintained a social life where we lived. A friend who had been my maid of honor stopped talking to me as did a friend who I had been her maid of honor.
I’d go to the clubs, cafe’s, etc. we frequented and people avoided me.
I ended up moving out of the state because I just couldn’t deal with all the memories.
In 2008 I was here in Albuquerque when my high school’s 20 year reunion came around and I decided to go because there was one friend in particular that I had lost contact with and who had meant a lot to me. Big naive mistake believing we could pick up where we left.
Take care, don’t forget to breathe, and and may you stay safe. ❤️
My cat Maddie goes psycho when I make homemade mac and cheese. 😆
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that he reached out and a part of me would like to reconnect but there's the part of me that wants to keep that world as far away from me as possible. There's still too much pain I feel over how I got treated by people who I thought were my friends.
And my mental and physical health took a huge blow, leaving me feeling very vulnerable.
I guess I've got some thinking to do about how I want to proceed. 😞
The college friend who found me via one of my photo retail sites this past week, who I haven't had any contact w/ since early 2010s, is still married, living in Oregon but w/ 4 kids now.
He said he's started a music blog & that's what made him think of me. Not entirely sure what that's about.
After my divorce, 90% of the people I knew scattered to the wind and his reemergence in my life has left me feeling confused & unsure of how much I want to share about my life now. It's kind
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It’s called a Deptford pink.
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#HudsonValley #ILoveNY #Travel #gaytravel #Flowers #Wildflowers ##Photography #NaturePhotography #Nature
🤬 Excuse me while I spew out a barrage of cuss words and insults.
It's disgusting the level of greed in so many people and the glee they take in spitting on those who get hurt by their actions.
Hey now, dragons come in all shapes, sizes, colours, personalities, etc. 😉
It’s absurd how expensive everything has become. 😡
“ Can I be happy now?
Can I let my breath out
Let me believe
I'm building a dream
Don't try to drag me down”
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“ Winnie the Pooh
Winnie the Pooh
Tubby little cubby all stuffed with fluff
He's Winnie the Pooh
Winnie the Pooh
Willy nilly silly old bear”
https://www.smithsonianmag.com/smart-news/winnie-the-pooh-sketch-wrapped-tea-towel-180982800/
I had a similar conversation, yesterday, with a couple friends. As a poor disabled person, I’m all too aware that the governments of the world, (most anyway), would be a-ok if we didn’t exist.
Heaven forbid they’d let the remaining horses go free. 🤬
No, not really. I’ve already been having a rough week.
I think my eyes bulged out of my head as she looked at me. Glad I had on a mask. And then we both were getting something from the same spot in the pasta aisle. 😖 It wasn’t until I got home that I started crying.
As for the friend, I haven’t responded yet. He & another college friend unfriended me on FB after they got pissed at my reply to a post he made asking people about their experiences with Christianity. 🤷🏻♀️
As Johnny said, "I've been everywhere man." Servant to Maddie 😽 & Smitty 😸. Vagabond, #Photog, #Socialist & loyal as all fuck to those that matter.