This is why joy works
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Jack White to Donald turnip 👇

@LiberalLibrarian These folks need to understand the history of disease outbreaks in this country.

@Y2cake fine. Weed them out.

CDC is alarmed in the rate of whooping cough cases. Smh

^^ FYI rhe rehab is being paid for by Catholic Charities. They work with the drug court to provide rehab and they also run the outpatient sessions.

8 years of escalating addiction and our own attempts to get him treatment and it takes getting a drug charge to open all these resources.

RESIDENTIAL REHAB APPROVED for my son. 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

@chromogirl one day at a time. 💕

Im 🙏 he change from "rehabs don't work but I'll try" (then he backed out) to ) "I really want an need to go"

Tl;dr version

15 mos drug court and drug felony drops.

The felony for the home made suppressor on his 22 rifle (he took responsibility for this and it can be expunged in 5 years.

^^ this is all consequences of what happend last fall.

Btw it wasn't his suppressor. It was the monster (narcissist) that was controlling him. He jammed and it stuck

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Good Morning!
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It's better here. The worst of my son's detox is over. The steps to residential are in progress

Also, unlike the last time we're tried to get him into residential, he WANTS to go. He's ready to tell them about the meth/stimulant addiction. << this is his go to drug. When he ODd in July, it was herion (because he couldn't find meth.

So he wants to get rid of this, for real.

This has been a years long struggle. Still more to go, he will need a good bit of therapy.

@Minholkin 💯. It's MUCH worse. It's not normal and we all know who made this mainstream.

@holon42 and I remember the car and what they look like. That all came back during that Oprah show.

I forgot all about it because I didn't feel threatened. I was confused why they were asking directions of a little kid who doesn't drive << I'm not 100% sure this was my own thought (in addition to the loud "do not move" voice)

It's weird, I know. But I've experienced weird stuff.

@holon42 probably death. I didn't even remember that happened (didn't tell mom or school) until I was 30 and saw an Oprah on how pedos temp kids. Freaked me the f put

@holon42 I should say I RARELY go out to places. Dispensary, pharmacy, not much else. I do not mask when I go out because I go when there are no crowds.

My husband does the grocery shopping as he is the cook of the house

I protected my 89 yo mom through covid by being ultra cautious. Last November we had a family crisis and it was madness in my house - and our son had it and gave to all. Including mom! But we all came through w/a nasty cold pandemic extreme fatigue.

@MrGoat he's a loser baby!

(Omg spell check wrote "lover" ar first. Glad I caught it 🤮🤮🤮

@holon42 I can't stop talking just yet lol

🧘‍♀️ believe the physical universe is manifested. By powerful thought and intention. (G*d)

"Let there be light" was G*d's intention and it manifested

I came to this understanding using an intention meditation where I asked to understand the universe. I've been obsessed w/this since i was a kid

I got my answer in a massive data dump to my brain. I had bever experienced anythiing like this. Every answer made perfect sense. That was my epiphany 2 yrs ago

@holon42 ^^ I'm just working on intuition at this point

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I believe the quantum bit field is the interface to all things non-physical. So if someone or even G*d needed to perform a miracle, they can construct it in this quantum space. It's how I rationalize weird shit. In my quantum understanding << this is how stuff like immaculate conception can be theorize

Thanks for letting me run on.. I need to meditate deeply to make these connection. Lately its been breath work due to stress

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Lastly (and sorry I'm running on off topic) 😳

Many Mediators believe (and have proven) that our consciousness is very powerful. Yogis have reportedly levitate and other weird stuff. I experiment a d practicw to see if i can increase my abilities. I've had some success (compelling to me) but nothing super compelling that could prove this to others, yet.

Theory is they manipulate the spin
of the quantum bits inside our atoms. I have not even attempted this. Too advanced. Lol 🧘‍♀️

@holon42 *menacing

Not sure if anyone else felt this. I do not believe this was psychosomatic.

I track weirdly strong intuitions.
From "gut feels" to a LOUD voice in my head shouting a danger/warning.

The strong voice first happened when I was 3rd grade when I was approached by men who wanted me to get on the car to help them "find" some street.

My life was saved that day by a big booming voice saying "don't move your feet"
(they were in a car 15 feet away)

It was incredible

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@holon42 I no longer have trauma triggers over covid. As a epidemiology hobbies, I knew what protocols should have been followed and that did cause me great trauma. So bad that the air around was heavy and menaving during that first big spike in Detroit

(And subsequent fuckery, not providing a federal response, pitting states againstceach other for supplies. etc, etc, etc.

I suspect the reason is (less due to me processing it) it and more to do with the personal/family dangers in real life.