It's a weird thing, I can't make large purchases without it actually making me feel ill. I want to enjoy and be excited I'm getting a computer today but I actually feel nauseous. It's always the same.
I do not enjoy buying myself what I see are frivolities (even if they aren't)
I put it down to financial instability when I was growing up.
Shit sticks with you.
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I didn't grow up poor, but financially unstable. It was feast or famine.
My enduring bad habits are spending everything while I have it, and hoarding food. I have a cabinet full of dry beans and grains that'd take me years to eat.