@silent_dystopia I have a Versa2, being able to swim with it was an important aspect when I bought it.

@GrandmaJ thank you. The messages here have helped. Lifeline wasn't of much help but my partner knows and is helping.

@ACG2 thank you. I really appreciate the messages here of care and hope. My partner knows now and is helping.

@Minholkin thank you, I'll take a look at the site. I've just been going through the daily motions, but my partner has been helping. He knows.

@singlemaltgirl I rang Lifeline but didn't go past being on hold. I'm ok, I think. Thank you for trying to help xx

@ayankdownunder is this Cyclone Gabrielle? I hope you're safe and well

I almost cancelled myself on Saturday. I dropped the kids off to my Mum and then came home to do it.
I took myself to bed and lay there and stared at the ceiling for 3 hours. I was ready to do it when I came home, but I forced myself to bed instead and just lay there.
No one knows. I'm spiralling again. I'm tired.

I am a complete and total fuck up and I currently wish I didn't exist

@Nimthiriel yeah but only a couple of stores around here. It's not too bad, the flavours didn't clash in the flurry as much as I thought it would.

It's a hokey pokey flurry with chocolate ice cream. I'm not sure how to feel about that lol

#maccas #dinner #Summer

@TiarePalau thank you. Comfort hug most appreciated 💐

@singlemaltgirl this looks positively scrumptious

I write this down because it helps me to remember this journey this family is on as we learn together.

I have a ridiculous memory that shuts down any attempt to hold onto meaningful things. And I'm terrible at using a pen and paper to do it.

#overwhelmed

Holding a boundary while #Audhd kiddo rages is one of the hardest things I've had to learn to do.

He tried to kick the back of his little sister's legs as she walked away from him after they couldn't agree on something. She was, rightly, removing herself from the situation when he lashed out. I'm not ok with that.

So I removed the screen time & have put him to bed. It's been 45 mins & he's just finally calmed down enough to be lying in bed w/out screaming & kicking the wall.
#autism #adhd

My #cats Isis, Echo and Christina.

Keeping me warm and snuggled.

#CatsofCoSo

@JV3MJD Was that seriously something that was said?

If so, he must live in an alternate reality. No one I know wants to work until they're dead in old age.

Set myself a #challenge to read 50 books this year. Should have started the #wheeloftime series again on new year lol but oh well. I finished book 8 earlier and I'm halfway through 9 now. 5 books to go and it still gives me a good start to the challenge.

What are your recommendations to add to my list? #books