They say you shouldn't put your self worth into other people's hands, but it's sure is hard not to. Especially Instagram is great at punching down " works on a painting for 4 weeks, feels super proud, only bots comments " type of deal. I know better, but still wish people showed more interest in my work. Cause I doubt my own capabilities and then don't know what to do, it's less like that here on coso but... other places it hits bad. I just want to talk about what I've done, and feel seen.

@DanielCoopreal its hard when your pets get old </3 lost our pup last summer/autumn . Hurt lots but she sure gave us alot of memories and happiness, try to focus on the time you have now and take tons of images. Dogs are amazing

And it's done ! #cosoart #aquarelle #artbyzolah #zolah

@PaganMother it just sucks that FBs auto moderating system shrugs you off 😒

@FernLovebond Discalcylia - number blindness ^^ So systems with alot of numbers tend to fudge me over. Hero System was probably the worst X_x

Base with addon books, If I had a GM that taught me the base and played it often I would probably have a slight better chance at handling it.

@FernLovebond Had alot of fun with gurps as a player but not as a DM, discalcylia won in the end xD Still have the books and all ( somewhere I hope, i think someone stole them sadly ). Easier system thats as applicable to new worlds etc is in my mind Ars magica, love it ^^

Is there anything better than playing with your pets? Demi is kinda special. She doesn't use her claws when she plays, which means you can wrestle with her and play tag. She doesn't bite hard either, if she does i give her a hiss as she plays nice again. First cat that's been like this for me, and I highly enjoy it :) i still play with my other cats but they have their own rules. Yasmine is like a server with bad ping lol and terror needs alot of variation #catsofcoso #petsofcoso

@Sukeile I can give semi silence and hot cocoa? ( never quiet for real with cats lol )

@kmwarfield Awesome!

@AKXOne Thank you !

And I've decided I'm done, otherwise I'll continue forever and ever. Thinking about trying to sell it, idk. #artbyzolah #cosoartist #acrylicpainting #fantasy #demon #zolah

@Anarchaeologist I don't know how long my dad's been out, it was probably around Christmas. Is trulicity a similar med?

I'm sorry you have to go throu that ontop of medical issues, here we don't have that issue thankfully. Still very bothersome when the meds are gone thou

Isn't it the same with the weightloss celebs and influencers? If not even more true to what I'd believe would be a majority of them. I can understand needing medical help for weightloss, I can't understand it as a quick fix for others. Diabetes isn't just a " lazy man " illness, cause you can't stop eating sugar... I hope it isn't as they say that it can hit hard vs your heart when stopping with it. I havnt investigated into it to much, but it could be bad for my dad.

Now I've heard more info about why #ozempic is so hard to get ahold of, and it makes me sad.My dear old dad can't get his meds cause ppl are using it for weightloss? According to what I've read... thanks to celebs and influencers. My dad has diabetes and been fighting brain cancer,blood illness, heart issues, and whatnot! Sadly a really long list of problems.And now one of the meds that made his life pretty bearable is out of reach. "Ppl with diabetes can handle just fine just with training!"Tbc

@JailTheTrumps eh I'm from Sweden, walking up to people has the same effect . People jolts away

I'm in a point where I just want to talk to people, about myself, anything really. Idk how to reach out tho

@FernLovebond I'll look at them when I feel a bit better, when I have bad bouts of insomnia it's better for me to not look at possible triggering things since it can become nightmares. But I'm interested in checking them out for real !

@FernLovebond thank you for thinking about me ^^ I don't feel like it's something I want to do atm. I got my phobia back when my father got a brain tumor, before that I knew everything about insects. So my phobia isn't set in anything logical and is probably just a weird side effect from my father's illness. Worst offender really is butterflies and moths, today I'm at least comfortable to view them on photos or in a distance. Bad days I just try to minimise exposure to pictures and alike :)

@FernLovebond TY, I appreciate a warning ^^