Ok.
I am fighting off a panic attack.
Tomorrow is my 55th birthday. My mom died from breast cancer at 54. My dad died this year. I had a heart attack 7 years ago at Christmas.
So I was already feeling highly vulnerable.
Today, I learned my landlord won't renew my lease at the end of the year. So my plan to move cross country in May is now happening in a couple of months. I may get an extra month, which would help, so I'm not trying to move over the holidays.
*breathe*
I'm calmer now. Still a lot of big emotions but that's ok. I have everything I need and will be better than ok!
@tyghebright
Happy to hear you breathing!!! Repeat, slowly. Despacito…🤗
@tyghebright
You’ve got this. *big big hugs*
@tyghebright you've got this, I know you do. Big change brings big emotions for all of us. 💜
@tyghebright 💜 a big positive transition for sure
@tyghebright We barely know each other, but the consistent strength of character you've shown over the years I've followed you since CoSo's inception leads me to believe that you'll tackle this new challenge and overcome it with style!