So many typos in this but yeah... he's poly pan as am I but his wife is firmly not. I supported him exploring his sexuality more and giving him a safe space to just talk about what he was going thru and what advice I could give. I considered him for that period of time between her and I something like a boyfriend but I never got around to saying it to him because I wanted to wait and see if he leaves her or not.

In some small way I hope he did revive his marriage but in a way I kind of don't. Maybe it's me being a bit jealous but I feel like he deserves better in his life.

For now all I can do is nurse my broken heart and wish him well. If he really loved me... He wouldn't have made me feel like a child's broken toy with his he neglected me all those months.

@PaganMother 🖤 I feel this. I recently let a poly partner of 17yrs. go. He doesn't get to treat me shitty anymore and neither does his other partner. We both deserve better. Sending you comfort.

@mistressticia thank you. Yeah he just let his work consume his life and I couldn't deal with feeling ignored by him anymore.

@PaganMother 🖤 🖤