28 ton sacred boulder returned to the Kaw. I was part of the way through reading this when I realized I was crying.
This is a fossilized Tylosaurus tooth! That means it's a minimum of 65 million years old. I held it in my hand! Very briefly, though. I'm absolutely shaking with awe and joy, and I didn't want to drop it.
Someone acquired it for me and it will stay with me in my house! This is...this is a lot! This is important! I'm probably going to start crying soon. Good tears!
It's day 100 for my tiny lake monsters! ๐ฅณ I don't think I really believed I could keep Sea Monkeys alive this long.
I stayed offline most of today, just like I did with the one last month. I almost made it all the way without thinking about what day it's recognized as. I don't know if it will ever stop hurting. Probably not. I've discussed how I grieve with therapists. They say I just stay aware of it longer than most people. Sometimes I do wish I couldn't love so much. But he taught me. And he's not here anymore. So I have to do it.
Suddenly, a Sim would be exhausted, starving, and need to go to the bathroom. They could end up just standing there and crying until they passed out in a puddle of their own pee. All the needs crashed when they came out of the zone.
Now I'm thinking it makes more sense if the needs bars are seen as a Sim's awareness of their own needs. The needs are still changing, but the Sim doesn't know it. Being in the zone is hyperfocus, and it interrupts interoception.
Our family is made up of a mix of autistic people, ADHDers, people with PTSD...not just one of each. There's overlapping and combining. And this has me rethinking something about The Sims. Specifically, when a Sim is "in the zone".
When that was added, my friends and I talked about how it was good that a Sim in thier zone didn't have their needs moving much, but it was hell when they stopped what they were doing!
We just watched the finale of "Star Trek: Discovery". I cried twice. I yelled in joyful shock! And the thing that shocked me...so well done! It's the kind of thing I normally would see coming a season ago and everyone would tell me I'm wrong until it's revealed. But they did it in a way that made that impossible.
And now... I miss them already. That crew became as much fictional family to me as TNG.
I got a new deck of cards. I am really picky about how Hekate is portrayed. Neopaganism has done a lot of appropriating and manipulating. I was glad to see the creator is a member of the Covenant of Hekate. There's a higher standard for research. Looking through the cards, I think they'll be great for self-examination and growth work.
If you're a musician, please monitor your heart rate as you read this. I got new strings for the violin and will be changing them.
I couldn't figure out why I couldn't get my neice's violin tuned properly. Each string was one note lower than it should be, and I just couldn't get any better without serious risk of a snap. Then I found out why.
Those are the strings I helped her put on 8 years ago.
Richard Wagnerโs only comic #opera Die Meistersinger von Nรผrnberg is currently streaming LIVE. I forgot to mention it before and I forgot it was today. It will be available for a while FREE on YouTube so if you're interested you have plenty of time (November) to check it out.
๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ด ๐ท๐ฐ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณโ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ค๐ค๐ถ๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด: ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ญ๐ข๐ณ ๐ค๐ถ๐ญ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ.
Bard with a ukulele. Friend of Lake Monster. 93% stardust. Autistic. Fabulously weird.