I did like 3 drips and 4 pencil marks today and called it productive, if anyone wants to slap me with a stinky fish, I accept your logic.

On the 4th, I get back pay on child support for the 22 year old (he didn't pay for 7 years). I will use the money from a man who implied he would rather see me dead than ever see me have a child with another man to help me build a side hustle as an artist and tarot card reader, the most impractical things ever. This helps me break from another man.The 4th will be a fun day :).

Mom made me listen to Zig Ziegler and Dale Carnegie on the way to school, can you tell?

If you like tipsy Gemma spreading the "mysteries" she's learned like a lady of the night drying her panties on a trailer park clothes line, purchase a $5 tarot card reading by DMing me for moneys instructions and I'll pull 3cards to tell you how to live your life if you want it to be super "interesting".

"That's just placebo effect." Lol okay I hold a rock and accept my human mind with knowledge of my biases or I pay moneys" ....

Fine, I posted the last free tip from the mysteries on blue twitter thing and dead fuzzy elephant, so y'all get an extra freebie. Sacrificed a fear one October, during an open circle for pagans at the Unitarian church. Realized a few months later I was no longer afraid of the thing. A year after, I no longer remembered what it was. All I did was write it on paper, set it on fire, and pretended very hard.

The infinity symbol on Persephone's forehead is everything. If you put a stick in the ground and mark the tip of it's shadow at noon daily for a year, you get this symbol. It is on the major arcana card for strength, a card that portrays a woman tenderly pulling something from a lion's hurt mouth. This is your free lesson from the mysteries. Happy Samhain.

All calm now. Back to artistic portrayals of the eternal kidnapping of innocence, lol.

By the way, if I ever spout "some hippie bullshit" and you're like, "eeeew anger has a purpose", I have a photo of the scars from biting the inside of my cheeks and could prob demonstrate the loss of a few IQ points due to insomnia from anger.

Damnit.

Sigh. Right hand on my heart. Sending energy to Joe. "May you be happy. May you be safe. May you be free from suffering. May you be free of the causes of suffering."

Cool, last year's Redbubble profits managed to just be enough to buy me a beer, lol.

Primary colors means it will look good in kid's rooms!

Love you all.

Fuck, "Persephone As Broken Light" here combined with research has inspired a series of botanical illustrations, but I'm supposed to go work on like, 3 writing projects and job hunt.