Dumping out my bag.
Yesterday was BAD.
I finally admitted how bad and dialed 988. I've scheduled the next full week off work. I'm going to the behavioral place today in about an hour to ask for help.
I don't know what's wrong with me and why am I this way but it has to change.
Sorry for the sudden drama after the long hiatus.
I have been seen both naked and in tears by peeps who would never have seen that in high school.
😆
I'm still hanging in there.
Poor word choice.
I'm still trucking. 😃
@testamonk Glad you are getting help. Being willing to ask for it is often a huge step. Congratulations!
@PrChrisHarbin
Thanks. I really need the help this time.
@testamonk You are courageous. Thank you for sharing your journey here.
@NiveusLepus
Thanks for saying that. I mean, well, honestly I don't know what I mean except thank you!
@testamonk You're welcome. The journey you are on is not easy, it's a very hard thing, but it is worthwhile.
We can get comfortable with being miserable and let that keep us from working towards our own happiness.
I'm cheering you on all the way. ^_^
Done. Intaken and scheduled for therapy and psychiatric appraisal next week.
Heads up, if you are broken in the town you grew up in then the people fixing you will probably know you from your youth. Just saying.