Do you like Hellraiser? Was Pinhead awesome to you? Then you should read The Scarlet Gospel, it's the ultimate Pinhead story. Except in this book he's called Hell Priest because that's technically his name. Clive Barker hated the name Pinhead and this book made that very clear.

I beat the demo in 20 minutes and 43 seconds and I died 58 times.

Hell yeah.

"I need to go to bed and get some sleep" I say while I'm playing the most stress inducing games that raise my blood pressure.

So far the Ghostrunner 2 demo is awesome. I thought adding in a regular blocking ability would've made it easier but holy shit it did not.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaah Ghostrunner 2 demo dropped, I'll see y'all later.

Haaaa dummy moment: we found out that room was so hot because the air conditioner wasn't on. 🤣😂🤣😂 Oops.

Came to visit my mom and the room I'm staying in is the hottest room in the house and neither of us can figure out why. It also used to be my dad's room so it's doubly strange in here.

Not strange like spooky ghost dad or anything, I just miss him so much still and being in his room makes me sad, but I deflect emotions so I'm saying it's strange in here.

Yeah, this is normal. Some of my saves are from....54 years ago.

And then, just because this game wants me to hate it, I can't just update the game files I have, I have to sit here and wait to download the entire 54GB base game along with the update.

I'm about to burn this game to a bunch of disks and then break each one of them.

I've tried to like Cyberpunk 2077, but it keeps doing crazy stuff that makes me hate it. For some reason, every time I boot it up, it loads a different part of the story I've already played.

That chick out in the desert you help get her stuff back? I've done that 4 times.
Hiding in the walls listening to that Japanese family drama? Did it 3 times.

And I've never started the game over. It's getting annoying.

Got up and ordered butter chicken and vindaloo, cuz I'm cool like that. Didn't sleep (again) but I did catch the last few moments in El Camino so it's not all bad.

Working overnights messes up a lot of stuff, except my meals. I'll eat waffles around 7am (which is technically my dinner) and then eat pizza or something at 7pm (which is my breakfast).
For some reason I refuse to switch those around to accommodate my schedule. 🤣

Also, thanks CoSo. That helped. Now I'm going to try and get some sleep.

Hey CoSo, I'm having a day (which is weird because I've only been up for an hour), can you tell me something positive that happened to you recently? Something good?

The slow torture at work is driving me crazy. First they gave us 2 months, then it was an extra month, then they fired one of the guys last night so it's just me and another dude. Like come on, just get it over with already, this is wasting all of my time.

An interesting thing my body does in my 40s is when I scratch itches it breaks blood vessels and looks kinda gnarly. Then it gets really hot on that spot for a couple days.

I also bought new pillows because I wasn't sleeping so apparently I'm also getting dumber. They didn't help but at least now I'm comfortable when I'm not sleeping.

My alarm was going off in my pocket, it's set to play something from Spotify (it's also my phone). The song it picked started with a countdown and my dumbass thought someone was outside my door counting. I paused for a second and stared at my door thinking it was maintenance or something so I was waiting for a knock, but then the music actually started and I realized what was going on.

I can't describe how weird it is to feel all your sleep pills kick in and then wear off, but you just laid there the entire time. I guess I should stop calling them sleep pills.

I have a "status update" with my manager and an HR lady in an hour.

Who thinks this is it? We have 2 days of service left and my manager is inexplicably in town.

I love it when I tell people I don't like sports and they spend a majority of their time sending me links to clips of sports and then telling me all the names of people.

Next time, I'm saying my favorite sport is banging your mom. And I can find some clips to share.