After a bit of confusion at the Dr's, I finally got my first dose of injectable E πππ The nurse who taught me was fantastic and as much as I hate needles, this one didn't hurt at all π
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Starting to purge some of my social media sites (CoSo is safe). I'm struggling with the world today & the call for public executions of trans people have pushed my mental health into a bad place.
It's sad that our country is this broken and sad that people want to end our lives just because of who we are.
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Here's the thing though, I wouldn't change a thing. I'm happy in my own skin for the first time ever, and there is no price on that.
Just remember, whether you are out or in the closet still, you are valid and valued. We are stronger together!
To all the LGBTQ+ allies out there, please help me welcome @BaileyGS67 from the horrific world of Twitter π Let's show her how much #CoSo rocks!!!!
Feeling discouraged π§ I've been on #hrt for 9 months with minimal changes. The last 3 has shown no change even with an increase in estrogen. I'm currently taking 6mg of estrogen in pill form & 200 mg of spiro. I know it takes time but really wish something more would happen π
Sometimes I feel like I look like a plus size supermodel and other times I feel like a fraud with a wig π I'll give you one guess which one I feel like today π
Bringing my kids out in public as my true self for the 1st time later today & not gonna lie, feeling nervous about 2 things.
1st - they still call me dad, which I completely left up to them because I already changed enough, I wanted them to feel like they had a say in something
2nd - my fem voice awful atm, though still better than my natural voice.
So the combination of dad & a less than perfect voice has me anxious, and it's more anxiety I have FOR them, not me.
It's crazy to me that after all these years I can finally be the person I was meant to be π
I did it!!! Today is my first day at work as Madison πππ
Even though my makeup sucks today π€£ People have been amazing! Still have some anxiety but it will only get better from here π
HOLY CRAP it's getting real π
Started emailing my contacts from other companies we work with to let them know I'm transitioning.
Ordered new business cards with my name.
Next is getting ears pierced tonight, then hopefully moving my divorce along so I can begin the name change process.
Things are finally starting to fall in place π
First time ever doing a transformation photo! Granted I was just a wee bit younger but a lot has changed πππ
So I've been looking into the name and gender change process and it seems to take a while. The question is, should I start now or wait until the divorce is final (which has been a slow process).
The link below is my latest attempt to work on voice training. I don't think this latest version is anywhere near where it needs to be, but progress I suppose.
I always like to hear feedback but please try to be nice about it π
Some girls have this incredible super power of always biting their lip in a sexy way, or giving a seductive face.....
----> This girl....NOPE π€£
My super power is my smile π
Ok, so I may need some job advice. I am medically transitioning but not out socially yet. Hoping to begin social transition within a few months.
I need to update my resume but am conflicted. I want to tell prospective employers that I'm trans, but should I have my fem name on the resume, my soon to be dead name, or a combination of both when applying.
I haven't legally changed any documents either. Hoping to start that in early 2023.
Happy Thanksgiving Eve π I hope everyone is having a nice night! As for me time to unwind and play some games π
Oof what a day! FINALLY home & relaxed π
Now time to dip my toesies in some #Warzone
Wish me luck πππ
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Just your average trans girl next door π I enjoy video games, spending time w/my kids, playing bball & taking too many selfies π€£Don't be afraid to say hi π