Def trying to force a smile on this rainy Monday 😑 Got my 9 month test results back and my E moved a few points higher, but nothing major and my T dropped a little more but again minor. Hopefully the doctor will give me some good news and get me on injectable E and progesterone.

I love when the temp is in the 70's 😁😁😁 Literally the perfect weather ❤️

Happy Monday everyone 😀 Hopefully your your day is good and not full of the normal Monday headaches 🤣

Happy Easter to those who celebrate 😊 Hope your day was filled with joy and happiness 💕

Ok CoSo, I'm a bit nervous to do this, but of the social media sites this one is hands down the best. So CoSo gets it the first picture of me without a wig on (super self conscious btw). This may get deleted or maybe it will spur me on to post a transformation Tuesday picture 🤣

Without further ado....picture on the left is my natural hair and picture on the right is my wig. Still planning on wearing the wig for a bit longer until my hair grows out more. Be nice 🤣
#trans #transgender #hrt

My obligatory work bathroom selfie 😁😁😁 Hope everyone is having a marvelous Tuesday ❤️

Today is #TDOV & for me it's my 1st in the public eye. I couldn't have done it if it weren't for all the braves trans men & women before me. So thank you!!!

Sadly we are little more visible nowadays but not in a good way. Some days are certainly harder than others with all the hate and anti trans bills out there, but it's important to remember that we are a community and we need to keep being there for each other!

Another Monday morning is upon on 😀 This week's goal is to spend less time on social media. The last few weeks I've spent more time than I should on it and it's caught up with me. I can only handle so much bad news in a week 🤣

I will check in more here though as the interactions and posts are much more enlightening 😊

Hope everyone has an amazing day 😀

Sometimes I feel like I look like a plus size supermodel and other times I feel like a fraud with a wig 😑 I'll give you one guess which one I feel like today 😑

#trans #transgender #cosotransgender

It's crazy to me that after all these years I can finally be the person I was meant to be 😀

#trans #transgender #transgirlnextdoor #cosotransgender

Today's goal....be more confident in how I look and I how present myself at work 😀

I did it!!! Today is my first day at work as Madison 😁😁😁

Even though my makeup sucks today 🤣 People have been amazing! Still have some anxiety but it will only get better from here 😊

#trans #transgender #cosotransgender

My beardie Rexy sure knows how to help calm me down. She wants nothing more than to sleep in the bed 🤣 I give her a bit of time before she goes back into her domain 🥰

#cosopets

Happy Valentine's day to all the people with loved ones to celebrate with 😁 Also Happy Valentines day to those of us who may not have those loved ones. Today is a day the all the candy and chocolate is for ourselves 🤣

2 1/2 weeks until I start presenting at work 👀 Also officially broke due to divorce & needing a new wardrobe for work 😑

I still need new pants and new shoes. Hopefully I have enough for the time being!

#trans #transgender #transgirlnextdoor #hrt

Can't remember a weekend better than this past one 😊😊😊 My kids got to meet the real me and were amazing with it. I also found the cutest shirt (the one in this pic) and it is actually long enough for me. I prefer these types of weekends way more 😊😊😊

Also think I'm gonna finally get my ears pierced this week 😁

#trans #transgirlnextdoor #transgendergirl

I'm so lucky to have the most amazing kids 😊 I have a 9, 7 & 4 year old & they all "kind of" knew about me, but today they saw pictures of me for the first time & they were all super excited.

My oldest was scared of my picture for some reason but not in a bad way, he was being his goofy self. I asked if he'd rather see me dressed as myself in person & he said yes. My other two wanted to see me in person as myself too.

So tomorrow night my kids are gonna finally meet the real me 😊😊😊

#trans

First time ever doing a transformation photo! Granted I was just a wee bit younger but a lot has changed 😁😁😁

#trans #transgender #cosotransgender

Finally getting back to streaming!!! Gonna be live tonight at 9PM 😁😁😁

#twitch #pcgamer

https://www.twitch.tv/MarvelousMadi13

I lost my dogs & cats during the divorce & def miss seeing them everyday (I see them 2 to 3 times a week) but I still have my beardie Rexy full time 😁 She's finally settled in and starting to act normal. Now if only she's so being so picky with food 🤣

#petsofcoso #beardeddragon #pets