Finally got my new Pixel watch and so far it doesn't disappoint! Trying to make an effort to walk more every day and start running while I have Fitbit premium 🙂 Now I just need some Fitbit friends to compete against 🤣

Trying to smile even though yesterday really hit me hard. It would have been my 11 year wedding anniversary with my soon to be ex wife and was the first since we split up. Luckily between my kids, figuring out life, and video games my mind is mostly occupied. I'm sure it will get better, just wish it would come sooner.

#divorce #transgirl #trans #transgender

Happy New Years everyone 😊😊😊 May your 2023 be better than last year!!!

Been an extremely looong week, but luckily I took tomorrow off. Hopefully I can recuperate and try to turn things around 😃

Ugh feeling so chubby right now, especially in my face and tummy 😑 Need to get my motivation back to work out and get skinny again!!!

Trying my best to smile today, but certainly struggling with it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better 😣

#trans #transgender #depression

Some girls have this incredible super power of always biting their lip in a sexy way, or giving a seductive face.....

----> This girl....NOPE 🤣

My super power is my smile 😁

#trans #transgirl #cosotransgender #humor

One of my favorite places to take my kids is a place called Tower Hill in Massachusetts.

It's a long drive but it's an amazing place. A couple years ago when I started my photo business I told myself I wanted unique photos as well as traditional ones.

This statue at Tower Hill is one of the coolest ones I've seen. It's one of my awesome things there!!!

#cosophotography #photography

Despite a rough few days, was able to hang out with some friends this weekend 😃 Had some yummy food and then hit the movie theater 😃

Good night all you wonderful #Cosonauts 😊😊😊 Hope everyone sleeps well 😊

Great finish to the weekend. Kids were over this morning and we decorated the tree finally. Now time to finish the night off with some games 😃

Finally got a chance to meet up with one of my best friends who hadn't met the real me yet. We had a good time, went for Mexican then a saw Violent Night in theaters. Didn't have any transphobic issues and no weird looks, so overall an awesome night 😃

Definitely struggling to smile today 😕

The trolls & trans harassers were out in force tonight. Decided to stream some Fortnite tonight & was graced with not 1, not 2, but 3 people harassing me for being trans & saying derogatory things. Even had one of them threaten my life. They were instantly banned & discarded like the trash they are.

Did these people's mother feed them lead paint chips as a kid 🤣 it's not hard to be nice & it's even easier to not be mean, but these people don't care. Anyway, hope you all have a nice night 😃

I hope everyone has had an amazing weekend 😊 I got to spend it with my kiddos so I'm def a happy momma.

Now it's time for some fun and games 😃 Gonna stream some Fortnite on Twitch around 7:30. If anyone is bored and wants to stop by I'd love it 😃

https://www.twitch.tv/MarvelousMadi13

#gamer #gamergirl #pcgamer #Fortnite #trans #transgender #cosogaming

Oh my gawd!!! I'm finally gonna do a stream on twitch tonight for the first time in months 😃😃😃

Stop by and say hi if you can 😊 I'll be live by 9:30 😊

www.twitch.tv/MarvelousMadi13

#twitch #videogames #transgender #trans #pcgamer

So today is the day I'm deciding to stop feeling so down on myself. It's time to get my confidence back!!!

1st step - eat better. I've always been a stress eater, so if I'm gonna eat it needs to be healthy snacks.

2nd step - need to start working out again. Playing bball again tonight while I can, that should kick start me.

3rd step - be nicer to myself. Everyone makes mistakes. Mistakes don't define you, it's how handle them that does!

I love makeup but eye liner is infuriating 🤣 Especially the liquid one. You can't tell from this photo because I turned it back & white, but good lord it was a challenge 🤣

#blackandwhite #makeup

Good night #Coso 😃 Hope you all sleep well tonight 😊

I hope everyone had a wonderful #Thanksgiving and were able to spend it with loved ones.

I'm very thankful I got to see my kiddos this morning and also very thankful to my family and friends who have supported me so much through this transition 😃