I think tonight's going to be when the big cry comes.
I went through anger pretty quickly, and I was never in denial, but I've been waiting for the good full sad to come along.
I've lived with precarity my entire life, which also means holding my breath any time I get even a toehold in--knowing full well that the other shoe's always going to drop; it's just a matter of time.
In this case, I was bracing for, oh, a year while everyone was in denial. Now I get to let it out.
COME ON, BIG FEELS.
@MLClark
Let them flow. Feel them all. Then let them slip away and move back to your reality. You have got this. ☺️
@MLClark I just did that exact thing. Let it ALL out 💜💜 🫂 💜💜
let it ooout ♥️♥️
Don’t forget, big, deep breath’s, and then drink water, it’s good to let it out, but ultimately too much rage hurts tthe cardiovascular system… :D ♥️, @MLClark
@MLClark once when I was there someone held my face and told me “your tears are beautiful”. It profoundly changed me not only in that moment, but moving forward through my life.
Thank you as always for your fearless openness and beautiful leading the way.
@MLClark If it happens tonight, may it be a moment of true catharsis and move you toward healing x
@MLClark hugs. Thinking good thoughts for you.
@MLClark 💚