5/5
If ya thought me nutty before! Even more so now; I both know who I am & don't know who I am!🤷🏽‍♀️🤣

🤔Anyone ever do regression hypnosis? I truly believe the bits in my head would become a complete picture. Not talking about therapy, just a hypnosis or two to hone in on memories.

I know her & my names. Can't seem to find out anything from birth to @6yrs old. It's as if neither of us existed.

To know zero about who your are except your name is... frustrating. I've been obsessing over it🥴

4/5
In for a long search. If I could find that 1 missing link, a living relative, to  know the history, it'd satisfy me; more curious of whole story than meeting the actors. Never need to connect. Just gotta know background; my bro told me I was traumatized no one wanted me to remember & that I spoke only Spanish when he met me & I was Puerto Rican. That's more than anyone has ever told me, & all he knows. ONLY Spanish?!😮 I love that part. I think Mom part possibly was Italian (from some clues)

3/5
Not mad & not happy either. Feel loyalty yet disappointment no one answered me; flashbacks, I've asked about point blank throughout my life & only received a "What are you talking about?!" as reply.

Told "Leave it alone, you're fam" & although I am Blessed with them, they don't understand. My kids need their medical history; their father died Huntington's & want to know my stuff. They also knew years ago that the questions consume me & vowed to help one day(records were sealed at time).

*2/5
I've always known my real name. Weird to not remember things about childhood, & spend my entire life always knowing it, my birth name, while people denied it, telling me I was wrong and imagined things. I remember someone forcing me to write it over & over & telling me to never forget it when I left. I never did. I thought I was going to school. I was to never see them again; their faces & names a blur, yet clearly remembering the urgency & importance of remembering that, if nothing else

*1/5
Hi! Aye aye aye; we've opened a can o'mysteries; my Pandora's Box I hinted at
Unsolved mysteries. Multiple ones. Some have closure, others may never.

I'm more of a "Dragon" now than ever. Knowledge is power, & I don't have a lot of either right now, but, I've gotta find enough to fill in some blanks; the micro-flashbacks, the seemingly odd & random thoughts, memories, places, &, names that quickly fade away as if my imagination. In the last few days, I've pieced together some

Our assigned voting place is literally a couple of small blocks away, within walking or 1 minute driving distance. If we vote early, we have to go to places way across town.

We'll wait

G'Morn! ☕ & YT & imaginin @th3j35t3r sayin this to us; it's the overall vibe of CoSo. When nothing was right in the social world, he was determined to make a site for us. A place to bond together, share ourselves, openly, freely, w/o judgement, w/o the feelings outside places can make us feel. No hate allowed. Love, kindness, &, respect flows here❤️

In my feelings this morn; here's where I felt like being. No big probs, just wanna be here

Thank ya J!
o7

#cosomusic

https://youtu.be/yzavsRSpuXc

Love makes you do strange things. Like cooking sausage when that's the last thing ya wanna eat or do!

Wifey duties always getting in my way. He's lucky it's not a bread & butter kind of night.🤣

What does it mean when you crave a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for supper?! Plenty to cook, just don't wanna! I wonder if one would satisfy Hubs too...🤔Nah. He'd only go for it with a side of some kind of meat🤣