Good Morning❣️ Been missing awhile, doing too much wi/seemingly too little time! All' well, just tired.

Will be in/out a bit; more in than out. Ugh! I've lots to catch up on I'm sure!

Right this minute though, I feel like going to cut some annoying🌴 limbs down; they're dropping leaves no matter what I do. Plenty of green ones on tree, but seems I have to rake every day! On the bright side, lawn doing well

No, I shouldn't be doing it, but yes, I gotta go be Dragon😈☕ Long Power saws rock!💪🏽

Left: marks on cheek from hernia pressing on him entire pregnancy. Right: screenshot, not video.

His name's A'Lias (uh-lie-us as in Elias; spelled way kiddo wanted, starting w "A" like other 2 kids; RN came up w/spelling).

Drs said actually saved her life; kept hernia away from liver. 1st said hernia was cancerous & liver possibly damaged. At C-section Dr found out baby's position kept...I don't remember details right now, but he saved her life according to Drs & Nurses. Ta-ta for now😘

Hi❤️! ✍️post, had2 log out, couldn't find draft. Busy, might be a bit b4 I can concentrate to write enuff posts w/details. Short story, fam/I ok after cuz's ☠️. No one arrest yet. Or it"s hush hush. Found out gonna have new Grandson, 2 days b4 birth. Youngest kiddo passed out from her hernia, went to ER, Dr said hernia caused AND she was preggo; is so large she'd no clue. BP up after home; had to go bk to hospital 3 days; Had2 keep baby/other 2 kids. Hernia surgery soon. 2day, snake in 🏠
Life lol

I feel such an unexplainable ache emotionally. Going thru all emotions & even found a few new ones😅😬

Be as kind to your loved ones as you can. Live your life, even thru pain, because your turn'll come eventually, hopefully way later than now. Never miss a chance to tell someone how much their mere presence brings you joy!

One great joy I have at this time is knowing our entire family had always told him how much we loved him whether he was being his best or being a brat😬

Off to the wake...

The shock's still there, but now the irony of it all causes so much grief & anger. Not knowing who did it or much anything else is eating at me. Constantly. As in, nearly every waking moment. Knowing his Mama's pain is....💔😢
#prayerrequest for us all! Gonna be & is a hard week. I can find some positive, but it's hard to see it through these aggravating tears!

Ugh; gotta leave room & go cook for Hubs before he sees me full out lose it! He's been my backbone, esp since last week. Love to all

Happy #caturday 👋

#cosopoetry Inspired by convo with @Tattoomonkey29 🤗

My heart may be heavy
And teardrops may flow
But I'll be just fine
It's when I don't know

A lesson I've learned
To not keep it in
Don't silence the noise
Just rise up and win

Some times will be hard
Most others are good
It takes both of the two
To be where you should

Don't let the pain
Drown your dear soul
Lift up your head
And reach for a goal

Love to All💜 I gotta take a nap!🤪Rest well my Fam! Thank you for brightening my life!

My lil Sis loves to remind me that she's a 'professional driver' when she drives me. Professional driver drove across town with no headlights on! This after driving at top speed there & back! She works/lives 30 mins away, so I didn't fuss too much at her exceeding all speed limits to get there. Also because we both freaked out on way! She mentioned seeing 🚓 racing down a road as she came to get me. I turned on scanner. Teens just stole car at exact intersection we were waiting 🚥We got gone!🤣

Hubs' Dr visit went well; only needs to go back to surgeon if problem w/mesh arises. Yay!

I🙏🏽vigil later stays non-violent. People are harassing Mom w/details instead of telling police. Family has her back & is shielding her from nonsense as best as possible

Sigh. From happy memories to sadness in zero seconds flat is how I'm doing, then back to old Photos & videos & thinking of my happiest joyful times with him. Hearing that laughte as he ran from my constant taking photos/videos of fam he knows I take when they're off guard. I'm so glad I caught each those moments and can share w/the SAME fam that ALWAYS fusses because I photo them all the time😂

Being here w/you all also helps with the happy mood. Thank you ALL for the love I get here💟CoSo is:

On the bright side, I awoke to Hubs prancing around butt naked and the smell of fresh coffee brewing. He didn't know I was watching him & I startled him & woke our 2 girl dogs in heat; they started following him & trying to jump up on him; he had to hurry up & find his underwear!🏃 👴🏽🤣

Hubs can always make me laugh in spite of anything I'm going through. I hope you all have someone in your life that can do the same for you.

Back to drinking this great coffee he made!