Mexico finally decriminalizes abortion nationwide and it makes me SO HAPPY!
Finally, a fight me and all my Mexican women who fought day and night for legislation that would protect women's rights.
It is just a small step but it is one in the right direction.
A win for EVERYONE!
My partner wonders why I feel so isolated from that group of friends.
They've been doing small parties without inviting me!
And then I have my exhibition and some come to support me.
How would I know they do it from the heart? It's so confusing.
Soon will be the celebration of my country's independence day and they are organizing to celebrate it at the embassy and I'm not sure if I'll join.
I've been feeling quite weird lately.
So isolated from who I considered friends, not being able to get a deep connection with people besides family.
It's so strange because some people have been supporting, but I don't feel supported. I have a group of "friends" that make me feel left out.
And then I'll have to think about my own birthday in a month.
Here comes something bittersweet.
Lately, with my really good relationship, I've been having actual dreams of meeting with and talking to my first love. We were together for five years, during university.
I still care deeply for him and I'm still amazed about how compatible we are, but I would never try to go back with him, even if I had the opportunity. Too many burned bridges.
I just wish him a lot of happiness with his new wife. He deserves it.
They: "oh, I wrote a text back but forgot to send it. Funny, right? Has it happen to you?"
Me: "Yeah, all the time, don't worry!"
Me inside: Lol That would NEVER happen because I am an extremely anxious person who checks all of their texts because I'm terrified of making someone else feel even remotely bad or ignored.