I don't know what to call this feeling.
I guess I just have hurt feelings.
And a dislike of most social media.
The narcissism, the false cheer, and how I feel like crap looking at so called "friends" having fun with someone who was verbally abusive to me.
People.
Brains.
I don't know.
disillusionment perhaps? disappointment?
seeing the inauthenticity current in most social media and in many social situations can be depressing, yes.
time to look elsewhere?
art and nature are helpful.
@holon42 yes, I feel disillusioned is a good word.
I am an art and nature person and do turn there but was scrolling out of boredom; I knew looking on IG was a mistake.
I took the app off my phone.
(On my work breaks I’ll read something else).
Other stuff too to do with someone I thought I liked but I won’t go into it.
People are messy and everyone has their own shit.
Le sigh.
❤️
@Astro_yyz
yes, life is not easy, these days in particular. it's a struggle.