I don't *want* to leave coso.
I probably *won't* leave coso.
I *am* giving it very careful consideration and if I come to the conclusion that I *need* to leave coso, I'll do it the very best way I can, by setting a date and sticking to it in order to say proper goodbyes and make outside connections where necessary.
You're probably stuck with me though 🤣
@Thumprhare Thank you. x
No you don't. It's over and I won't revisit it.
No I'm not ok, but to paraphrpase Hulk, that's my secret. I'm *never* ok.
So I muddle on through. Better days, worse days and while I'm not ok, I'm mostly content, often happy and nobody can steal the deeper joy which sustains me as I wade through the mire.
@stueytheround well I hope it gets sorted. I too would miss having you around. We can’t be all happy all the time…I hope you are moving toward better days
@stueytheround well let's hope you decide to stay
@stueytheround Gosh! Better off stuck, I’d say. 🩷
@stueytheround Let me just say that I'd rather be stuck with you than to miss you terribly.💙☮🙏
@stueytheround
You've got two choices, my friend: Stay and play with us here, or we'll show up at your place to party! 😂
Hoping you'll choose wisely. ❤️
@p3R1n01D Either way, I win! ❤️🤣
@stueytheround I'm sorry you've gone through a traumatic experience. Do what you think is best for you. I've enjoyed interacting with you here.
@1MirandaAllen Thank you. In the end it wasn't the person or what was said that's the problem.
It was a chunk of "The internet is forever, you fool" which hit me hard.
It frightened me.
@BillyBones
I know.
I have to do what's right for me and staying is probably it but I am having a long hard look at myself at the moment. It may be that I need to be off *all* SM altogether. Makes being a musician a bit tricky though.
@stueytheround I don't know what's happened and I'm not prying or trying to find out. I'll say this though, I'd rather focus on what I'm doing and mute distractions for a while than cut everything out and go stir crazy. But that's just me 👍
@BillyBones Mmhmm. Just had a big reality check is all, which while related to my earlier convo with Daniel, was nothing to do with the words spoken between us.
I'm feeling very vulnerable at the moment.
@stueytheround You are loved and cared for here Stuey! You’ve supported me over the years. I’m here for you too brother. 👍 🩷@BillyBones
@jaunty I don't doubt it for a minute.
@stueytheround Blessings to you my good friend! 💕@BillyBones
@stueytheround Do what is best for you Stuey, but you will be deeply missed for sure 🤍
@stueytheround You trying to go to hell? Because this is how you go to hell
@stueytheround I think whoever did that screenshot thing to use against you should be reported. I think they should be splatted.
I think two great people are adulting and I am loudly applauding. We need all of our good souls here! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
@stueytheround do I need to catch up on something? You ok?