I mean no offense to anyone but... I've been a Christian all my living days, I have been a staunch believer that God will always win for those who trust him. Today, for the first time in my life, I am doubting his very existence. I don't want to say that, I've always dreaded even thinking that. But today, I am losing my religion so to speak. I am not sure my faith can recover from this. Being brutally honest.
@homebird That's understandable. Truth be told, that's a good place to be in times like these. I pray that God will reveal himself to you in new ways. Look for Him. Scream at Him. Be utterly and viscerally real as you ask those questions. If God made us with the ability to question, it's healthy and right to do so. If God is real, you *will* receive assurance.
Meanwhile, be kind to yourself.
@stueytheround Thank you, Stuey ❤️