@jurban my mom died in a car wreck 11 years ago when she was 69 and I was 41. It was quick but it was not her time. I would've like another 20 years, 10 years, 5 years, 1 year, 1 month, an extra day. I would've liked for her to meet my first child. I would have liked for her to finish all the book series and tv series she never will. Then again, maybe if she'd survived, she'd have been in a world of pain, waiting for us to end her suffering.