Just had a major meltdown and expressed stuff I haven't in years.
I said out loud that I could happily die.
I begged Eleanor for a reason to live.
I feel like life is just not worth the heartache.
Losing my bike feels like the last straw. It's my therapy and I am utterly broken.
Every time life seems to be improving something punches me in the gut. What with a disgusting rise in our rent and now this I can't cope.
I really want out 😭😭😭

@stueytheround

Hey Stuey, Hold up here a sec. Deep regular breaths. Sorry to hear about these sad developments. It would really suck for the world 9and CoSO!) to lose someone with your musical talents and sensitivity and heart. But let yourself sit with these feelings and let some time go by, I'm sure you'll see them in a different light. And things can change for the better just as quickly as they can for the worse. It's going to get better!