**Shelter** @[email protected] · Dec 14, 2022, 03:37

**Shelter** @[email protected] · Dec 14, 2022, 03:37

Shelter @[email protected]

Dec 14, 2022, 03:37

I have realized that I am afraid to sleep because due to the losses in my life I'm convinced that I won't wake up.
Everyone I loved died in or on bed.
That's some shit I have to handle.

#grief
#Insomnia

**Will** @[email protected] · Dec 14, 2022, 03:39

**Will** @[email protected] · Dec 14, 2022, 03:39

Dec 14, 2022, 03:39

Will @[email protected]

@Shelter I’m so sorry. That sounds like a heavy burden to bear.

**Shelter** @[email protected] · Dec 14, 2022, 03:39

**Shelter** @[email protected] · Dec 14, 2022, 03:39

Dec 14, 2022, 03:39

Shelter @[email protected]

@iamwill1w9
It really sucks! Thank you.

**Shelter** @[email protected] · 2022-12-14T03:44:47Z

Shelter @[email protected]

@iamwill1w9
If you will allow me the moment when I found my mom

There was screaming. So much. Then I called 911.
And then before the authorities arrived I used my hands to memorize her entire experience of death.
I felt and caressed her whole face.
I know she died feeling pain, because I felt it.
I'm so sorry she did.

Dec 14, 2022, 03:44 · 1· 0· 1