I have realized that I am afraid to sleep because due to the losses in my life I'm convinced that I won't wake up.
Everyone I loved died in or on bed.
That's some shit I have to handle.

#grief
#Insomnia

@Shelter I’m so sorry. That sounds like a heavy burden to bear.

@iamwill1w9
It really sucks! Thank you.

@iamwill1w9
If you will allow me the moment when I found my mom

There was screaming. So much. Then I called 911.
And then before the authorities arrived I used my hands to memorize her entire experience of death.
I felt and caressed her whole face.
I know she died feeling pain, because I felt it.
I'm so sorry she did.