I cannot post this anywhere that people know who I am. But I need to vent.
I am a public defender. It’s underpaid work, but I have always believed in it. My job is to defend the poor who are charged with crimes and who don’t have the money to hire lawyers.
They are exempting older people from jury service... people only a couple years older than me.
One of my opponents is a Viking wannabe — has a Mohawk style white boy haircut. He refuses to wear a mask, telling me that re-breathing air is “gross” but telling the judge that his asthma prevents it.
So he will be a plague rat often within 6 feet of me.
My client hasn’t been social distancing or masked while in a jail that doesn’t test people. They just isolate them if they have fever.
And from everything I read in reputable sources, wearing a mask only protects others, and minimally protects me. I am feeling extremely anxious and vulnerable.
If I could afford to retire, I would turn in the papers Monday. But I cannot afford it.
😱
@Myrth
Thank you for the work that you do. I'm so sorry you're in this position.
Do you have a face shield as well? Wearing both might be more beneficial.
I'm guessing there is no option to have the trial via video.
@TomeReader I have an old face shield in my soap making supplies, I think. I am not sure if it would stay put on my head through a trial, but maybe I will see if I can dig it out. Certainly that couldn’t hurt, and might help. Thanks - I hadn’t thought of that.
Criminal trials by video aren’t allowed.
@Myrth Totally understand how you are feeling (mostly the fear of catching because at risk and have risky job can’t afford to quit).
I work in a hospital and have been working this whole time. Very few of us have caught this. Like 3 out of ~300 on my team. Getting exposed to COVID daily.
I’ll try to find sources, but if you wear a mask it does protect you as well as others. There is more data for protection with surgical masks and eye protection, but tight cotton also good. Don’t skip eyes!
I have cloth masks with ear loops, not medical N95 masks. Two fit me quite well, and I figured on wearing those. I am near-sighted, so generally only wear glasses for distance, not close up. This presents another problem. Normally I adjust glasses with my hands during a trial, as I go back and forth between looking at a witness and my notes or a police report in front of me. That’s dangerous in these times. I probably should get (and learn to use) bifocals. No time for that now.
@Myrth Those blue disposable masks are surgical masks, don’t need N95 respirator to be protected.
Surgical masks should block 90% particles, Good cotton block somewhere around 80%. I prefer my cotton masks to disposable but now have to wear surgical at work.
Keeping hands and surfaces sanitized takes getting used to, but like any new habit gets more normal over time.
Will need anti fog for glasses. Bifocals probably will be good as COVID isn’t going anywhere soon.
@Myrth Also mascne is a big bummer. At work we are all trying to figure out the perfect way to minimize it. Acne washes seem to help when used in the morning.
Totally get the worry. But hopefully can help with tips to keep you safe.
@Myrth Here is one article in JAMA
https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jama/fullarticle/2768532
“Covering mouths and noses with filtering materials serves 2 purposes: personal protection against inhalation of harmful pathogens and particulates, and source control to prevent exposing others to infectious microbes that may be expelled during respiration.”
In this case, healthcare employee infections rapidly stoped once all workers were wearing some kind of face covering.
@Myrth
I know that it is very uncomfortable to wear, but consider getting a respirator, instead of a mask.
A mask with a good filter in a pocket, is better than a simple cloth mask. And yes it will protect you. A good respirator is still better.
Continued.
@Myrth
If you are referring to a resent paper, that got a lot of air time on MSM... Many scientists have denounced it as junk science.
I also have read the paper.and it is total garbage.
Any mask, will protect you, to some varying degree.
Get a good fitted mask, with a good filter in the pocket...
Or better a respirator.
You will be fine.
@corlin I am unsure if the filters are “good” but I did order a package of mask filters off Amazon, along with masks that can accept filter inserts. The filters are supposedly 5 layers with carbon. But whether they are actually good filters... no idea. 5 stars on Amazon doesn’t really mean much. I figure they are better than nothing, though.
@Myrth
Yes those are good filters.
Just practice good mask handling.
Wash hands, and put on gloves before removing mask.
Put used filters in plastic bag, after use. Throw away filter ever day, wash mask daily, Between use as in a car, or while eating, store mask in paper bag, not plastic, you want it to dry out.
@Myrth
Thanks for looking out for the Gideon's of the world.
@GreenPaladin I was able to retire, finally. But I put in a good number of years fighting for the Gideons. 💜
But being an older public defender during a pandemic that kills and disables the elderly disproportionately ihas put me in a quandary. How do I both do my job well and still protect myself and my older, disabled husband?
I am supposed to do a jury trial next week. If it goes, they have plexiglass up in the courtroom to protect others. But me? I will have a mask, but zero social distancing for at least two days.