I have realized that I am afraid to sleep because due to the losses in my life I'm convinced that I won't wake up.
Everyone I loved died in or on bed.
That's some shit I have to handle.

#grief
#Insomnia

@Shelter two hours last night and probably similar tonight. You going to be alright, caregiving etc?

@Coffee_and_Salt
I will sleep as much as my brain lets me.
My kids will fucking deal.

@Shelter But mom. @Coffee_and_Salt

@MrGoat @Coffee_and_Salt

You have NO idea.

@Shelter Oh I do, it's why I never had children. @Coffee_and_Salt

@MrGoat @Coffee_and_Salt

But I will get up and do the shit.

But the sarcastic But, mom?

I will destroy you.

@Shelter Sorry I wasn't listening, but mom I'm not tired.
@Coffee_and_Salt

@MrGoat @Coffee_and_Salt
Cool.
Read a book.