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Surviving this chaos through mindfulness & meditation. Retired engineer. Working certs in mindfulness meditation, MBSR, and energy healing. Because happiness.
Joined Oct 2017
Good afternoon! π§ββοΈππβοΈπ§‘
This holiday should not only be a celebration but should also be cherished as we humans evolve and figure out how to be a civilized/peaceful civilization.
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Neurosurgeon clarified lump is NOT a nerve sheath tumor. He said this is between my fat & muscle. Nerves are deep under the fat &muscle.
Also clarified 2018 mri - the T1/T2 hyperintense lesion near sacral 2 vertebra, probable harmless hemangioma is NOT related bc the lesion is INSIDE the sacral bone, not outside the bone.
So probable lipoma that is causing spasms &aggravating my nerve. But have meds.
So I'm cleared to see general surgery today at 3pm. I'll keep you posted π
Whoa. All the more reason to keep your head out of the negativity. π§ββοΈπβοΈ
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Lots happening politically. Hang tight &let this go through the process. It may messy w/attempts to delay &appeals.
more indictments will happen. It's gonna be really weird out there.
But we can use this tool. π
Example, my tumor would normally have me in knots w/o mindfulness.
Btw talked to neurosurgeon abt my 2018 hyperintense lesion & it's completely not related to tumor. He's confident this is NOT nerve sheath tumor so am cleared to go through general surgery. π
Oh hey. This is potentially very good news. My BFF (as well as John McCain) died from glioblastoma and it took her in 6 months.
Experimental vaccine shows promise in delaying the return of aggressive brain tumor
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Happy Friday! π§ββοΈππβοΈπ©Ά
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Seems more chaotic everyday (out there) don't let performative nonsense distractions get to you.
That's not to say we can't breath a sigh of relief or crack a bottle of champagne when this man who has damaged so much is held accountable.
Update:
I am feeling pain now from this tumor. Not the lump itself but surrounding muscle spasms & it's making my nerve (the BAD one) worse. I just went back In flexeril and gabapentin.
Intake appointment at brain/spine surgery place Monday morning.
I'm still positive about this being benign.
I missed my mindful session last night. Too exhausted. But I must practice tonight. It's has help a LOT to keep me from freaking out or massive anxiety.
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Morning! Feeling much better today.
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Little under weather today. π€’ the kind where you get nauseated looking at computer lol
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Welp ultrasound was not conclusive. MRI will likely be next. Then surgery...
With gratitude; this gorgeous day
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π»π€sΞ±Ξ·βΡaα΅π§ββοΈ
Surviving this chaos through mindfulness & meditation. Retired engineer. Working certs in mindfulness meditation, MBSR, and energy healing. Because happiness.
Joined Oct 2017