It's wild how so much of my anger is actually wanting to share the joys I've found. Yes, if you talk bad about my joys, I will want to protect them from you and that's part of it. But also, I get so mad because I know that cut throat, bloody in tooth and claw point of view hurts the viewer as well, but they don't listen. Trying to help them see how they can find peace is frustrating enough to make me angry enough to where I get flustered, and they think I'm being irrational, leading to anger.