I guess it's a nostalgia day. I thought middle age was going to be a time of sifting through life's lessons, I didn't realize I would be relating all of the lessons to survival quite this much. How to calm people down, guide them through trauma, because if they don't realize they are stuck in a trauma cycle we will all set the world on fire. The oddest part of it is when I recognize the sentiments I want to say came from calm middle aged people, and I realize how many of them felt fire inside.