Really sad I'm going to miss the 50th #TRF year. When I moved out of Texas, and left all my friends and family there, I swore to myself that I would return before and during it. Well I never made it out there. And now that the anniversary year is here I'm likely not going to make it. Breaks my heart. I hate that I'm still living like I was in college. I'm as old as my father was when he had house, family, multiple cars. And could afford to just go places. I'm not destitute, so that's good.