When I'm in turmoil I try to keep a list of things in mind for which I thank God. Hard to be thankful and bitter at the same time.
@poemblaze keep a written list in a pocket sized notebook perhaps, turkey fellow
@Laminin Pleased to meet you. The only other mustard person I know is Mean Mr Mustard.
@Laminin And Colonel Mustard from Clue.
@poemblaze now I am a mustard plant