So tomorrow is the visitation and funeral for our coworker that passed away last week, I have been to so many funerals for so many different reasons and this one is hitting just as hard as any of them hit. Personally I don't think I can go tomorrow because it will put me in a fuck it mood and I won't want to come back to work and if I did come back to work I wouldn't be in the right frame of mind to work. That might sound selfish of me and it's not intended to be but it's just the way it is..

@duglop if you cant be there, due something else. You dont have to be at any funeral if you dont want to.

@Horrrflmlvr no what I'm saying is some people are going to go to the visitation before work and then go to work but I'm not going to do that (not out of disrespect to my buddy but out of self respect for my coworkers)