You know I'm good with words right?
Well I wish I could adequately describe the physical, emotional and psychological battle raging within me as I get used to life without nicotine.
* I'm winning.*
*** I will win. ***
But heavens above! I envy anyone who managed to give up smoking with ease. It is *not* easy!
I have muscle cramps. I am *very* snappy with *everyone*. I'm having terrible dreams. Night sweats. I live next to a convenience store so tobacco is readily available any time.
It's shitty!
@stueytheround I’m in your corner. Gave up smoking 30 years ago but I was such a “B” I think family almost bought me a carton. Losing mom-lung cancer & mother-in-law-emphysema, horror & fear of their passing, and guilt & shame everyday for the role model I wasn’t to my children and students, I am glad that I gave them up. I smoked from 12-36 up to 2 packs a day. I remember my skin crawling with the cravings (trying a cigar once). It does pass/easy to say looking back & not easy but so worth it!