I've always wondered about trying acting.

I have stage fright and I don't want to be perceived... but I also think it would be easy and I would like it. It's a weird amalgam of conflicting feelings. But now that I'm comfortable with the label of 'autistic', I more or less see it like I'm just running an actual script instead of the usual ones I use at home, or work, or with friends, or family, etc.

And that's kinda like how it is; just more internal. Think of it like code switching.