I think I just like.... DISSOCIATED two entire days.
Like, I have exactly zero- ZERO memory of them.
I'm pretty sure I don't need to go around apologizing to people or anything because I don't think I did anything crazy but... I just don't know.
Went to the ER; got a blood draw and a drug test. No surprises, of course.
So I am just left going WTF... how the actual fuck does a sober person just LOSE two days like that? I'm going to ask about my behavior over the time span. People I trust.
@aspecurian Good to have done the blood draw. Yeah, maybe tell people you haven't been feeling well the past couple days - do you look sick or anything. They might say they didn't notice or they might say yeah you were acting oddly, and you could go from there.
@BillieBun So someone told me today that I was "out of it" the other day.
And I am sitting here going, like, WTAF? Did something happen to *make* me dissociate those days? My drug screening was good, and it was not long enough to get hard drugs out of my system if they DID get there (I'll tell you one thing, if they had it would have been by no choice of my own. 😐) So I am just... Lost, looking for answers.
This is not the normal state of affairs for me.
@aspecurian Well, if you're really worried about it, get to your doctor (if you can afford it). I'd be a little about a mini stroke or something like that.