For about 15 minutes here I had that #Autistic fear because I didn't understand if someone was being sarcastic or genuine.
It's an absolutely awful sensation.
Shame flares over potentially having screwed up.
Your ears get hot.
Your stomach lurches.
Naturally you fucked up AGAIN.
Well. I'm not doing this anymore.
So I'm going to keep to a narrow number of people from now on.
I'm 52 goddamn years old. It never goes away.
@Shelter 🤗
You're in that number.
@Shelter I'll try to be worthy of it and if I fuck it up for pete's sake let me know and I will adjust my sash
You're wonderful.
Going through my list of followers and unfollowing myself for people.