@tippitiwichet Pardon me for butting in. I only know what’s in your post but I feel like I have to say this and I hope it helps a little: moms and dads are only human. Even the best ones. Humans are flawed. They have feelings and weaknesses, and they make mistakes. Bad ones, sometimes. They need help sometimes. And yet, humans survive and thrive generation after generation. If you’re giving it your best and learning from the mistakes, that’s good enough. I promise.
From a flawed, imperfect dad.
@ScionAltera Every day I bite the inside of my cheeks until they bleed, every day rage keeps me from sleep, years of therapy won't still it, I've recently realized I have zero chance of ever being happy, all of my kindness is only trying to hope no one feels like me this will not end