My goodness, Jake Paul is not a looker. Ooofffaaa that beard is hideous and that long long face. #SorryNotSorry lol #ISaidWhatISaid

Thank you J for everything that you do! I appreciate you and your hard work ✌🏻

I can’t tell you the last time I remembered a dream I had. I just had a dream where I met Drew Barrymore and took selfies with her. And when I went back to my camera feed, none of the pics were there. I was so excited to show my friend cuz she was her biggest fan to only be disappointed

Then had another dream that I met Pharrell & we hung out in my hotel room. He then asked if I wanted to have sex and I was like “no you’re married” and he respected my decision and I walked him to lobby lol

You ever just need a shoulder to cry on. I just need a hug and to be held and let out a good cry. And this has nothing to do with politics, I just feel like I lost my family and grieving this loss. Problem is I hate fucking crying. I never EVER felt good after crying. I always feel worse. But the tears won’t stop flowing and I truly feel just alone at the moment.

I have a lot of decisions to make in the next two months that will forever change me(hopefully for
The best).

Sorry just venting

@JV3MJD I canceled my subscription fuck the rich

@JV3MJD people are vile and should be shot on site

@TrueBloodNet just the friend. I had to rely on him to take me to drs cause I can’t drive & my friend doesn’t. We had a lot of trauma in our childhood & this is his trauma that he needs to deal with. It’s such a long story but they (sis & bro) blame me for the past trauma cuz they never dealt with it, it’s easier to be angry with me than to deal with it head on. I know there is nothing more I can do on my end until they heal. I hope they heal cause I’m a great person to be around lol ❤️

I can’t even smoke because of surgery. I did earlier as I needed to calm down and almost passed out when I walked back into my house.

@JPSCHWEIZER63 oh I believe him that he hates me. He always did growing up. As stupid as it sounds it stems from me being a girl and not a brother. Cause he truly doesn’t treat my other sister like this at all I’m the youngest and he’s the middle child.

@TrueBloodNet In her defense she didn’t know my brother was as nuts as he was but I didn’t understand why she thought it would be funny to entice the situation as she was in car with me Anyone who thinks it would be wise to do that I truly am looking at her differently.

I’m am selfish cause I really need the help from my surgery and I dont have anyone else but I dont know what to do I know im not 💯 yet to take care of myself just yet. I just don’t know what to do

I’m beyond upset can’t stop crying and I can never forgive him for this. I knew he always hated me. We never got along when we were younger. And it came out. Then when he tried to hit me I saw a different side of him. He was driving erratic and I just wanted to get home and away from him.

I just lost a brother and I don’t know why it hurts so bad because I don’t really like him all that much either.

Sorry just need to vent so I can get the hurt out

So my defense mechanism kicked in and I slammed my phone down on his car console (1 yr old car) screaming to stop this now not I. Front of my nephew AND raised his hand like he was about to punch me in the face. Told me he hates me and had always hated me and threatened to drop me off 25 min away from my house. Mind you I had surgery on Thursday.

And I also screamed back but I was screaming to stop all this as my nephew was in car and so was my friend and I just wants the situation to stop. He wouldn’t.

Then my friend(she is here to help me recover from some surgery) thought it would be funny to get her husband on FT and told me “I am glad to hear you’re feeling better and let’s make America great again”. Which emboldened my brother even more and he was DEMANDING I answer his question like a real bully.

Had a awful day. Me and my brother had a horrible and I mean horrible political fight. I tried to diffuse the situation as it was getting really heated. I didn’t have enough knowledge on something he wanted me to state that the Dems fucked up on. So I said I can’t say one way or the other as I don’t know enough. Well he didn’t like that answer and screamed and screamed.

Tomorrow my life will forever change. I’ve waited so long and it’s finally happening. Wish me luck!! 🍀

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God I hope the Mets beat the Dodgers so my beloved city can have the best World Series any one could hope for!!!! Let’s go Yankees!!!!!

@BreakingNews woot woot!