You ever just need a shoulder to cry on. I just need a hug and to be held and let out a good cry. And this has nothing to do with politics, I just feel like I lost my family and grieving this loss. Problem is I hate fucking crying. I never EVER felt good after crying. I always feel worse. But the tears won’t stop flowing and I truly feel just alone at the moment.

I have a lot of decisions to make in the next two months that will forever change me(hopefully for
The best).

Sorry just venting