What’s worse than finding out you have a blighted ovum (empty gestational sac?)

Finding out that the ultrasound you had 13 days ago was a lower resolution and missed the fetal pole, which was visualized today. (Sudden flash of hope.) But stopped developing past 6 weeks (Fuck.)

Before there wasn’t anything to mourn. Just my body gaslighting me in every way.

And now there is. And they don’t think it will pass on its own but I have to talk to two more people first.