Thank you, very much.
But I know that I will never feel relief from the day I found my mom dead.
It's not gonna happen.
And that is, actually, OKAY.
We have to assign different values to our experience to live.
@Shelter @DissidentDame23 so sorry to hear that. I forgot (temporarily) the one that damaged me the most this year. My neighbor got shot in the head about 4 months ago by her estranged husband and died in my arms in the street. I didn't even know her name. I'm sorry 😐 this is not a contest but merely a chance to to rage against the wind between friends.
@Shelter @DissidentDame23 thanks. I think what pisses me off the most besides the gun violence (the governor, @Abbott just removed gun restrictions) with my mere first aid training I still couldn't save her. Her husband turned himself in the next day. WTF humans can be so inhumane.