@Shelter my recent were my youngest sister died due to cancer in 2020. My ex-fiance with whom I stayed BFF with for 20 years earlier this year, my husband's brother last year due to cancer. My father-in-law to hospice currently due to cancer. My lover's sister who I was also a lover of 2 days ago. My next sister is fighting colon cancer. I've come to the conclusion that sometimes life really does suck.