As a trans woman, this week is one of the most stressful weeks of my life. I'll either be somewhat safe in America, or hated and hunted in America πŸ˜‘ If this sounds like I'm being dramatic, I promise you I'm not!

I have so many thoughts yet I can't seem to turn any of them into a coherent post, so instead Happy Monday 🀣

After a bit of confusion at the Dr's, I finally got my first dose of injectable E 😁😁😁 The nurse who taught me was fantastic and as much as I hate needles, this one didn't hurt at all πŸ˜€

Starting to purge some of my social media sites (CoSo is safe). I'm struggling with the world today & the call for public executions of trans people have pushed my mental health into a bad place.

It's sad that our country is this broken and sad that people want to end our lives just because of who we are.

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Ok CoSo, I'm a bit nervous to do this, but of the social media sites this one is hands down the best. So CoSo gets it the first picture of me without a wig on (super self conscious btw). This may get deleted or maybe it will spur me on to post a transformation Tuesday picture 🀣

Without further ado....picture on the left is my natural hair and picture on the right is my wig. Still planning on wearing the wig for a bit longer until my hair grows out more. Be nice 🀣

Here's the thing though, I wouldn't change a thing. I'm happy in my own skin for the first time ever, and there is no price on that.

Just remember, whether you are out or in the closet still, you are valid and valued. We are stronger together!

To all the LGBTQ+ allies out there, please help me welcome @BaileyGS67 from the horrific world of Twitter πŸ˜€ Let's show her how much rocks!!!!

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Feeling discouraged 😧 I've been on for 9 months with minimal changes. The last 3 has shown no change even with an increase in estrogen. I'm currently taking 6mg of estrogen in pill form & 200 mg of spiro. I know it takes time but really wish something more would happen 😟

Sometimes I feel like I look like a plus size supermodel and other times I feel like a fraud with a wig πŸ˜‘ I'll give you one guess which one I feel like today πŸ˜‘

It's crazy to me that after all these years I can finally be the person I was meant to be πŸ˜€

I did it!!! Today is my first day at work as Madison 😁😁😁

Even though my makeup sucks today 🀣 People have been amazing! Still have some anxiety but it will only get better from here 😊

2 1/2 weeks until I start presenting at work πŸ‘€ Also officially broke due to divorce & needing a new wardrobe for work πŸ˜‘

I still need new pants and new shoes. Hopefully I have enough for the time being!

HOLY CRAP it's getting real πŸ‘€

Started emailing my contacts from other companies we work with to let them know I'm transitioning.

Ordered new business cards with my name.

Next is getting ears pierced tonight, then hopefully moving my divorce along so I can begin the name change process.

Things are finally starting to fall in place πŸ˜€

First time ever doing a transformation photo! Granted I was just a wee bit younger but a lot has changed 😁😁😁

Gotta love unexpected motivation 🀣And big thanks to ALL those nice and supporting people who accept us for who we are!!!! You all ROCK 😁😁😁

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Trying to smile even though yesterday really hit me hard. It would have been my 11 year wedding anniversary with my soon to be ex wife and was the first since we split up. Luckily between my kids, figuring out life, and video games my mind is mostly occupied. I'm sure it will get better, just wish it would come sooner.

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Trying my best to smile today, but certainly struggling with it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better 😣

I hope everyone has had an amazing weekend 😊 I got to spend it with my kiddos so I'm def a happy momma.

Now it's time for some fun and games πŸ˜ƒ Gonna stream some Fortnite on Twitch around 7:30. If anyone is bored and wants to stop by I'd love it πŸ˜ƒ

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