Warning: I'm going to get a bit serious and come out of hiding in an issue.
It is my intent to share experience and offer a perspective that doesn't get a lot of attention. While I am moved to share because of posts I've seen sharing a different perspective on this issue than my own it isn't my intent to target anyone's enjoyment or point any fingers of blame. If you follow the link below you'll see this is a less common problem, but a real one.
I am marijuana addict in recovery.
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https://www.healthline.com/health-news/marijuana-addiction-rare-but-real-072014
A brief discussion of my experience and how ok find myself where I am now:
Dad, stepmom, and even our dog were all narcotics officers at one point or another. I was a good kid. Joined the army after high school, discharged early over depression issues I should have sought treatment for, and returned home. First found marijuana hanging around the coffee shop scene in O.C., CA in the 90's. Moved out with a couple roommates and became a frequent smoker. 2 of 5
Unemployment lead to more smoking lead to taking jobs that didn't require sobriety. One boss got upset at how much the crew smoked and made us go to an NA meeting his meth addict son frequented. We had a good laugh about the meeting later and smoked more.
I worried life was going nowhere and moved states. Stopped for a while and got a decent job. A stolen car and a heartbreak later and I found my way back to weed. Rinse and repeat for the next 20 years.
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Mind you I had a good life along the way and don't carry a ton of regret. But all along I had issues with depression I should have been treating and that's what puts me in the 30 percent the article discusses who can't get away with recreational pot use. Not after decades of pot misuse.
I found recovery after finding myself in a great relationship - my life now - and still sneaking the smoke despite every indication I shouldn't. I found NA for real. And I found Marijuana Anonymous. 4 of 5
NA takes their shit more seriously. And it's a good place to see how far down you can go if you haven't already. Find the right group and they'll support you no matter what you're drug of choice is.
MA can be seen as NA-lite. But for the marijuana addict it is also a place to hear the most relevant stories and affirm you're in the right place. My sponsor was MA.
I haven't stayed in those programs but I have stayed sober.
Just one person's story. Just know that it happens and there's help.
@JeniRizio Thank you!