Went to drugstore today. Cashier knew him. Talked to neighbor's son today, he did too. Another neighbor's fam knew him. There's nowhere I've been in the last couple of days that someone didn't know him in some way. He always had a smile on his face or kidded around with all he met.

Holding it in so far; got stuff going on w/Hubs' recovery(Dr tmrw!) & w/keeping his mind right; gotta keep strong for him too. I know gotta take care of me too, & am, for most part. But, all I see is his smile, gone😢